OOM? yea i m out of motivation somehow…
every year i had a long wishlist. this year i have the shortest. 2 i guess. and i have achieved one. less achievement to be achieve means lost of motivations. that is so true. i guess i have done most of the things i wanna do in the first part of my life. what else do i want? better job? better life? hmmm… maybe a companion. i always wanted a beagle 😀
looking at my situation, nearly it is impossible to keep one. my parents will keep mumbling until i had enough and had to give it away i bet. well it is not like i could have choose who to be my parents, so i have to live with. 😀
i have been loosing my weight significantly until my colleagues were so surprise that they have no idea how could i do it. that’s some kinda achievement too i guess. the way is so easy, feed yourself tones of glucose, sucrose or any kinda sugar everyday for the coming 3-4 months. you might add up the weights that time but after this you will see your weight loss significantly. but the consequences is that you must have to eat some pills for the rest of your life. well, everything has a price, ain’t it? made a pact with a devil and you will get what you want… hehe
guess it is time again for me to rework on my wishlist. out of will/motivation is dangerous. i almost had myself killed. thanks to the savior who resurrect my life again.
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