Archive for September, 2011

Mid autumn Festival

夜色晴朗而又宁静, 完全感不到中秋节的气氛。 也许心中百感交集吧。家里静得出奇, 平常还听到狗吠声, 嘈杂声, 今天反而什么都没听见。连个车辆的声音也没有。 没风没雨的日子过久了,终是要想去探探险。

“Quid pro quo” 今天我朋友教会了我这句话。 他说,人要为自己的价值打算。为何不为对你看得最有价值的人效力呢? 当然, 价值涵盖了金钱,尊重, 还有信任。他说, 人生就像一个股市,有人看得起,有人看不起,你总不可能把你的股票都卖给第二高价的人吧?恩,也有道理。

今天发了短讯祝福中秋节快乐, 呵呵, 没回复的人应该不会珍惜我这个朋友吧。 谢谢你们给我看清了谁还当我是朋友。

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i was provoked today if i dare to leave. the only thing i think of it is that i shall not need to prove anything to anyone. life is just like playing golf, no one u need to proved to but your self. i am myself to be challenge, to do it better or worse, there are no one to i should proved to. all this year I’ve worked in the same company, with so many to compete of, am i the one who is so worthless that i don’t deserves a better benefits? many years ago someone tells me that he doesn’t need a technical manager so i don get promoted but the other guy does. have i ever say a words then even i felt that it is unfair? after so much sweats and tears i have put in, but life’s unfair, that’s the way i look at it, so i take it.

i like challenges, it gives me the feel of being great after overcome what i am lacking of. i always believe in there’s a will, there’s a way.

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The 300th posts!

yay… this is the 300 post of my blog, another milestone i had achieve. nevertheless, is that a good sign? doesn’t that means that i am biding my time during the middle of nothing? hmm in middle of nothing… sounds awful. well how could someone doing nothing? the answer to this my friend, is simple, that he may have lost his motivation, or passion that when he asked for a raise, and the boss ask him to give 10 reason why he should have deserved, he did it, and found that the boss never take it seriously but another empty promised. well don take it wrong that i don like my job, well if i really don’t i wouldn’t have to stay and work for  8 straight years.

life was never being easy, and it is good whenever there are spikes. at least i could have experienced it. good spikes or bad spikes,  matters not, as the experience that to pass through it i value most. i once thought of ending my life when the i was diagnose and found out that i am a diabetes patient, but look at me now, am i worry less now than earlier? i was pathetic in the past, but well there’s always lights after darkness, when the time i saw the light, nothing much can worries me. the time of looking for the path to the light is difficult, well fear not, i find my path with the help and encouragement of my dear fellowships of my life, i gain courage and valor of a lion,striking sorrow with the fist of hammer. walk pass the mist in the shattering ground without doubt, and here i am, bathe in lights.

good results is a compliment, i value not. what i does, however, is the journey of life.

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last quarter of the year

starting of the last quarter, and this is it. wonder if the package would be attractive enough…. ><

nevertheless, i still keep my option open though. never put all eggs into one basket they say.

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