Archive for November, 2005

question of life

if it happends that in oder for u to success… u need to trade ur faith to achive that… which is what u belive in from the beginning… is that a fair trade… are you willing to do that trade?? i already have mine answer, please do tell me yours and why…
如果成功的代价必须要用你所相信真理来交换, 而你说相信的真理是你一直以来从来不曾质疑,动摇的, 你愿意拿它来交换吗? 我已经有了答案, 请告诉我你的 和为什么。。。

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today been to play paintball with grape, wj and his gang. since that 6 ppl is going so we have split into 2 team which i team up with grape and key boon, while wj team up witn ranjit singh and wj’s frend. since that the singh and wj have exp, while my team only i am the only veteran player.. so i thought that it’d be a great disadvantage for my team…
the first game ended very fast… and surprisely… my team won… hehe… wj get shot when the game started about 10 sec by grape… the later keyboon take out wj’s teammate and ranjit was shot by grape…i was just hiding at the back providing cover fire… i think me only fire about 10 shots.. yeah… clean victory.. no one from my team is out.. i guess we took them out with our well plan strategy.. hehe
the second game…wj and ranjit defend at their center at their base… while another guy… hiding on their left exchange fire with key boon.. so me and grape team up and focus fire on wj at first… grape manage to run to other cover point while i have give him some cover fire… and when wj put his marker out from the hiding point.. haha… it give me a lucky shot to mark the paint at his marker.. sorry wj… u are the first to out again… then i shot wj teammate while he is focus on keyboon … so left ranjit vs 3 of us and unluckily my ammo was out and i m out of the game… and ranjit was out of ammo too so he just run all the way to get the flag..and try to return them to the base.. and well.. grape give him a few round.. and he got shot in the back before he manage to put the flag… we’ve played hack of a good games and we’ve won 2-0 !!!
the third matach.. wj’s team fight very hard back at us and grape was out of ammo and i got shot on my hand by wj.. and key boon was shot by ranjit… so we were out….
we’ve won the fourth match again easily this time when  ranjit was out coz of my shot… then poor wejin stay up at the center place in his base… get my and grape focus fire.. and we take him out again… and his teammate get shot by grapes again… hell yea… we’ve won…
the final match… well… it’s a tregedy.. we’ve manage to head shot wj… haha.. sorry man.. u are the first one outta games again… then grape just run out to take out ranjit… and both out them out as both also get shot while exchange fire…so now should be a party time as it is 2 on 1…. but unlucky keyboon was shot.. while i was asking him to give me the rest of his pallets… he give me his out and asked me to take out my pallet to put in his marker instead… so after the game start… i rush out and hope to take down wj fren… then i found that my markers safety is on… which mean my marker can’t fire.. oh shoot… while i was trying to unlock the safety.. i got shot in the head… god jammit…
the game ended with 3-2. nice play and sorry wj… hehe

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"if u can’t sleep, don count the sheep, talk to the shepherd."
"如果心里打结了, 别急着向把它他开; 先把它的源头找出来, 再慢慢的把它一个个解回去"

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refund issues

well… organised the paint ball trip last weekend… 5 ppl not manage to go… including of ed, my bro, KS, FBB and fren. they din make it and call me to cancelled at the very last minutes…. well.. i don really likes ppl to cancel the things that i organised at the very last minutes… even with a good reason… my bro call up around 2000 hrs to tell me that he is still in kl, busying with his job… FBB call up around 2300 say that her friend is sick.. then she cannot go… and asked if she could get a refund… i told her that it is not posible… then Ed sms me at the 2345 hrs saying that his wife is sick… couldn’t make it… then LKS call up around 0645 hrs in the morning just right before we depart…. saying that he’s not feeling well… couldn’t go… fuck… i am so piss off…
what makes it even worse is that this morning LKS come and asked me about the refund… well… u call it off for the very last minutes.. some more u dare to asked for a refund?? i told him that is not posible to refund and i will keep their $$ for the coming events… then he start to email to everyone who did went for the paintball games and asked me to return the money to him… come on man… it is not possible to happen… if u booked a flight and u want to cancelled it at the very last minutes… u wont get a cent back too… it’s not about the money… it’s about the principle… so i reply back rudely telling him to forget about the refund.. and this guy provoke me some more… all rite.. that’s it… declare that he is not welcome to my next organised event and take him off from my friend list… well… if i say so… i mean so…

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Argyle Wallace: They are saying goodbye in their own way. Playing outlawed tunes on outlawed pipes.

Robert’s Father: At last, you know what it means to hate. Now you’re ready to be a king.
Robert the Bruce: My hate will die with you.

Princess Isabelle: The king desires peace.
William Wallace: Longshanks desires peace?
Princess Isabelle: He declares it to me, I swear it. He proposes that you withdraw your attack. In return he grants you title, estates, and this chest of gold which I am to pay to you personally.
William Wallace: A lordship and titles. Gold. That I should become Judas?
Princess Isabelle: Peace is made in such ways.
William Wallace: Slaves are made in such ways. The last time Longshanks spoke of peace I was a boy. And many Scottish nobles, who would not be slaves, were lured by him under a flag of truce to a barn, where he had them hanged. I was very young, but I remember Longshank’s notion of peace.

Robert the Bruce: Lands, titles, men, power… nothing.
Robert’s Father: Nothing?
Robert the Bruce: I have nothing. Men fight for me because if they do not, I throw them off my land and I starve their wives and children. Those men who bled the ground red at Falkirk fought for William Wallace. He fights for something that I never had. And I took it from him, when I betrayed him. I saw it in his face on the battlefield and it’s tearing me apart.
Robert’s Father: All men betray. All lose heart.
Robert the Bruce: I don’t want to lose heart. I want to believe as he does.

William Wallace: It’s all for nothing if you don’t have freedom.

William Wallace: There’s a difference between us. You think the people of this land exist to provide you with position. I think your position exists to provide those people with freedom. And I go to make sure that they have it.

Longshanks: Not the archers. My scouts tell me their archers are miles away and no threat to us. Arrows cost money. Use up the Irish. Their dead cost nothing.

Stephen: The Almighty says this must be a fashionable fight. It’s drawn the finest people.

William Wallace: Lower your flags and march straight back to England, stopping at every home to beg forgiveness for a hundred years of theft, rape, and murder. Do this and your men shall live. Do it not, and every one of you will die today.

Robert the Bruce: You have bled with Wallace, now bleed with me.

Princess Isabelle: I understand you have suffered. I know… about your woman.
William Wallace: [pauses, then sighs sadly] She was my wife. We married in secret because I would not share her with an English lord. They killed her to get to me. I’ve never spoken of it, I don’t know why I tell you now, except… I see her strength in you. One day, you will be a queen. And you must open your eyes.
[regains composure, speaks firmly]
William Wallace: You tell your king that William Wallace will NOT be ruled… and nor will any Scot while I live.

Princess Isabelle: The king will be dead in a month and his son is a weakling. Who do you think is going to rule this kingdom?

William Wallace: I came home to raise crops, and God willing, a family. If I can live in peace, I will.

William Wallace: It’s fine Scottish weather we’re having. The rain is falling straight down and kind of to the side like.

William Wallace: Why do you help me?
Princess Isabelle: Because of the way you are looking at me now.

William Wallace: And if this is your army, why does it go?
Soldier: We didn’t come here to fight for them.
Second Soldier: Home, the English are too many!
William Wallace: Sons of Scotland! I am William Wallace.
Second Soldier: William Wallace is seven feet tall!
William Wallace: Yes, I’ve heard. Kills men by the hundreds. And if HE were here, he’d consume the English with fireballs from his eyes, and bolts of lightning from his arse.
[Scottish army laughs]
William Wallace: I AM William Wallace! And I see a whole army of my country men, here, in defiance of tyranny. You’ve come to fight as free men, and free men you are. What will you do with that freedom? Will you fight?
Soldier: Against that? No, we’ll run, and we’ll live.
William Wallace: Aye, fight and you may die, run, and you’ll live… at least a while. And dying in your beds, many years from now, would you be willin’ to trade ALL the days, from this day to that, for one chance, just one chance, to come back here and tell our enemies that they may take away our lives, but they’ll never take… OUR FREEDOM!
[Crowd cheers]

Longshanks: [to Prince Edward] One day you will be a king. At least try to act like one.

Longshanks: Who is this person that speaks to me as though I needed his advice?

William Wallace: Before we let you leave, your commander must cross that field, present himself before this army, put his head between his legs, and kiss his own arse.

[last lines]
William Wallace: [narrating] In the Year of our Lord 1314, patriots of Scotland – starving and outnumbered – charged the fields of Bannockburn. They fought like warrior poets; they fought like Scotsmen, and won their freedom.

William Wallace: I love you. Always have. I want to marry you.

Stephen: [Speaking heavenward] Him? That can’t be William Wallace. I’m prettier than this man. All right Father, I’ll ask him.
Stephen: [to William] If I risk my neck for you, will I get a chance to kill Englishmen?
Hamish: Is your father a ghost, or do you converse with the Almighty?
Stephen: In order to find his equal, an Irishman is forced to talk to God.
Stephen: [Heavenward] Yes, Father.
Stephen: [to William and the others] The Almighty says don’t change the subject; just answer the fucking question.
Hamish: Mind your tongue.
Campbell: Insane Irish.
Stephen: [Draws a dagger and holds it to Campbell’s throat] Smart enough to get a dagger past your guards, old man.
William Wallace: [Holding a spear at Stephen’s chest] That’s my friend, Irishman. And the answer to your question is yes – if you fight for me, you get to kill the English.
Stephen: Excellent!

Stephen: In order to converse with an equal, an Irishman is forced to talk to God.

Malcolm Wallace: Your heart is free. Have the courage to follow it.

Longshanks: Whom do I send? Not my gentle son. The mere sight of him would only encourage an enemy to take over the whole country.

Nicolette: Englishmen don’t know what a tongue is for.

[after killing a would-be assassin]
Stephen: I didn’t like him anyway. He wasn’t right in the head.

Campbell: [after his wound is cauterized] That’ll wake you up in the mornin’.

Hamish: William, wake up. Someone’s coming!
Campbell: [goes down to see a body of armed men approaching] MacGregors from the next clan over.
MacGregor: We heard about what was happenin’ and didn’t want you "Amadans" to have all the fun.
William Wallace: Some of us are in this; the rest of you, go home.
MacGregor: Go home to what? Our houses and farms burned when the English garrison comes down from the castle? And you know they will!
[Wallace motions for the MacGregors to join them]

Robert the Bruce: I’m not a coward. I want what you want, but we need the nobles.
William Wallace: We need them?
Robert the Bruce: Aye
William Wallace: Nobles. Now tell me, what does that mean to be noble? Your title gives you claim to the throne of our country, but men don’t follow titles, they follow courage. Now our people know you. Noble, and common, they respect you. And if you would just lead them to freedom, they’d follow you. And so would I

Hamish: Some men are longer than others.
Campbell: Your mother’s been telling stories about me again, ah?

English Commander: I hope you washed your ass this morning, it’s about to be kissed by a king.

William Wallace: …chaque jour j’ai pensé à toi.

Malcolm Wallace: It’s our wits that make us men.

William Wallace: The answer is yes. Fight for me, you get to kill the English.
Stephen: Excellent.

William Wallace: Go back to England and tell them there that Scotland’s daughters and sons are yours no more. Tell them Scotland is free.

[to Longshanks]
Princess Isabelle: You see? Death comes to us all. But before it comes to you, know this: your blood dies with you. A child who is not of your line grows in my belly. Your son will not sit long on the throne. I swear it.

Longshanks: The trouble with Scotland is that it’s full of Scots.

Stephen: [to William Wallace] The Almighty tells me he can get me out of this mess, but he’s pretty sure you’re fucked.

William Wallace: Every man dies, not every man really lives.

[Lord Bottoms has previously taken Morrison’s wife as his own]
Morrison: Do you remember me?
Lord Bottoms: I never did her any harm. It was my right.
Morrison: Your right? Well, I’m here to claim the right of a husband.
[Kills Lord Bottoms]

Campbell: I’m dying. Let me be.
Hamish: No. You’re going to live.
Campbell: I’ve lived long enough to live free. And proud to see you become the man that you are. I’m a happy man.

Lord Bottoms: As lord of these lands I shall bless this marriage by taking the bride into my bed on the first night of her union.
Morrison: By God, you will not.

William Wallace: We all end up dead, the question is how and why.

Stephen: Stephen is my name. I’m the most wanted man on my island. Except I’m not on my island, of course. More’s the pity.
Hamish: Your island? You mean Ireland.
Stephen: Yeah. It’s MINE.
Hamish: You’re a madman.
Stephen: [Laughs] I’ve come to the right place then.

Argyle Wallace: We’ll stay here tonight, leave in the mornin’.
Young William: But I don’t want to leave.
Argyle Wallace: You did not want your father to die either, but it happened.

Argyle Wallace: Did the priest give a poetic benediction? "The Lord bless thee and keep thee…"
Young William: It was in Latin.
Argyle Wallace: You don’t speak Latin? Eh, then that is something we shall have to remedy.

Longshanks: Archers.
English Commander: Beg your pardon sire, but won’t we hit our own troops ?
Longshanks: Yes… but we’ll hit theirs as well. We have reserves… attack .

Royal Magistrate: The prisoner wishes to say a word.
William Wallace: FREEEEE-DOMMMMMM.

[first lines]
Narrator: I shall tell you of William Wallace. Historians from England will say I am a liar, but history is written by those who have hanged heroes. The king of Scotland had died without a son, and the king of England, a cruel pagan known as Edward the Longshanks, claimed the throne of Scotland for himself. Scotland’s nobles fought him, and fought each other, over the crown. So Longshanks invited them to talks of truce – no weapons, one page only. Among the farmers of that shire was Malcolm Wallace, a commoner with his own lands; he had two sons, John and William.
Malcolm Wallace: I told ye to stay.
Young William: Well, I finished my work. Where’re we goin’?
Malcolm Wallace: McAndrews’. He was supposed to visit when the gatherin’ was over.
Young William: Can I come?
Malcolm Wallace: No! Go home, boy.
Young William: But I want to go.
Malcolm Wallace: Go home, William, or you’ll feel the back o’ my hand.

Hamish: What in the hell are the Irish doing fighting with the English?
Stephen: I wouldn’t worry about them. Like I said, it’s my island.
William Wallace: Your island?
Stephen: MY ISLAND. Yup.

Stephen: Just when we thought all hope was lost, our noble saviors have arrived.

Hamish: Where are you going?
William Wallace: I’m going to pick a fight.
Hamish: Well, we didn’t get dressed up for nothing.

Princess Isabelle: I’ve come to beg for the life of William Wallace.
Prince Edward: [scoffs] You’re quite taken with him, aren’t you?

Robert the Bruce: Now, I know you’ve sacrificed much. But fighting these odds looks like rage, not courage.
William Wallace: It’s well beyond rage. Help me. For Christ’s sake, help yourselves. If we join, we can win. If we win, well then we’ll have what none of us has ever had before: a country of our own.

Robert’s Father: Longshanks acquired Wallace. So did our nobles. That was the price of your crown.
Robert the Bruce: DIE. I want you to die.

Longshanks: Bring me Wallace. Alive if possible, dead… just as good.

Robert’s Father: I’m the one that’s rotting, but your face looks graver than mine.

[Murron is tied to a post about to be executed]
Magistrate: All of you know full well, the great pains I have always taken never to be too strict, too rigid with the application of our laws, and as a consequence, have we not learned to live together in relative peace and harmony, huh? And this day’s lawlessness is how you repay my leniency. Well you leave me with little choice. An assault on the king’s soldiers is the same as an assault on the king himself.
[he slits Murron’s throat]
Magistrate: [about Wallace] Now, let this scrapper come to me.

William Wallace: Ego sum hominus indomitus.

King’s Advisor: [to Princess] Sanguinarious homo indomitus est, et se me dite cum mendagio.
[He is a murderous savage, and he is telling lies]
William Wallace: Ego nunco pronunciari mendagio! Sed ego sum homo indomitus.
[I never lie! But I am a savage]
William Wallace: [to Princess] Ou en français, si vous préférez?
[Or in French, if you prefer?]

Longshanks: Scottish rebels have routed one of my garrisons and murdered the noble lord.
Prince Edward: I heard. This Wallace is a brigand, nothing more.
Longshanks: And how would you deal with this ‘brigand?’
Prince Edward: Like any common thief. Have the local magistrate arrest him and punish him accordingly.
Longshanks: [strikes the Prince] Wallace has already killed the magistrate, and taken control of the town!

Longshanks: What news of the North?
Prince Edward: Nothing new, your majesty. We’ve sent riders to speed any word.
Longshanks: I heard word in France where I was fighting to expand your future kingdom. The word, my son, is that our entire Northern Army is AHHNILATED.

[William Wallace is dreaming, and sees the spirit of his wife]
William Wallace: I’m dreaming.
Murron: Yes, you are. And you must wake, William.
William Wallace: I don’t want to wake. I want to stay here with you.

Hamish: [before Wallace leaves to go to Edinburgh, where he is captured after being betrayed] Ach nobles! nest o’ schemin’ bastards; they canny agree oan the colour o’ shite.

Princess Isabelle: I understand you have recently been given the rank of knight.
William Wallace: I have been given nothing. God makes men what they are.

William Wallace: [after Hamish drops a boulder at Wallace’s feet] You dropped your rock.
Hamish: It’s a test of manhood.
William Wallace: You win.
Hamish: Call it a test of soldiery then. The English won’t let us train with weapons, so we train with stones.

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paintball on Sat

having this paintball game on the past sat… went up to perlis to play, which is avout 3 hours drive from here…suppose we have 24 person to go… but end up that only 18 could make it…. we decided to split into 4 teams, which 2 team will have 5 team members, and 2 team with 4 team members… i was in the team C, which include of my boss, the account manager, AO’s fren, me and SBH.
the first match play on Team A and Team B, where AO’s friend quit after the match becoz she cant take the pain of getting shot… well.. ermm.. did i say pain.. well hell yea.. paintball= painball… it hurts when u get hit…
so the second match was Team C vs Team D… and we won the first match by unfortunately i was shot by CL, she shot at my armband… which i din really feel the pain… and my boss was shot in the ermm.. well the place he use to pee by Mr R… haha, but anyway we have won the first match… yay!
then later we have to play agaist Team A, where SBH have to go over to thier place as Team A firstly have 4 ppl on the team, and the gal quit after the first match, which make them have only 3 ppl… so they asked SBH to go over so that we could play 4 on 4. i have headshot on V,  it looks that we are going to win that match… but then AO’ fren, the finanace manager was getting shot… so now is 3 on 2 situation and then we get overwhelming…SBH and Dav focus fire on my boss, and i am facing LE… we exchange fire and have shot on her hand a few times… but not a clean shot… and finally… i was getting hit on the arm… and i get eliminated as it was a clean hit… then my poor boss get overwhelming… 3 on 1… also get shot finally in the end… so we lost on this match…
the final match, we play on team B, 4 on 4, as Mr Anderson, WJ, EL and WL are on Team B. Anderson and WJ and play well.. but finally i have head shot EL… WJ eliminated my boss but finally WJ and WL was shot by AO’s friend and my account manager… haha… time to overwhelming… 3 of us circulating around anderson..on my way out to the next cover point… was slip out and fall on my back… yights…. it’s so painful and i hardly move myself… my aching back… the marshall stop the game and run over to look at my condition and luckily i am ok so we continue the game… and darn anderson… only focus fire on me… and finally… he got shot in the leg as AO’s fren run to his back and give him a few round… well… RIP Mr. Anderson.. next time.. if u want to screw me again… screw this… hahaha…
finally.. we have name some of the cover point there… one is name as clarisa spot… as CL always hiding there… and another one is Amy’s spot… haha

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life is like a roller coaster

well… u can expect peoples always did their best.. sometimes people did good.. sometimes bad… we are not machine… some people just never understand this and always expect 120% of our best… well… i hope i could give… but since that someone have demotivated me.. and somemore expect me to did my best… well hell yea… kiss my ass mr ABC…

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playing bad tonite

well.. was at the driving range just now with my brand new irons… swing pretty bad though… sigh… stance are out… focus are lost…. bad play…  next time donwan to play magic the gathering games with mr Anderson before i go… haha… maybe losing to many games to him makes me lost my focus…

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KL trip 11-13 Nov 2005

was away to kl last friday… for some purpose… getting my stuff back, finding a 7 irons, get a board games and trading card games… and hell yea… find all the stuffs except leaving the water filter back in kl since it is already attached and was used by mr. vt there. went to putrajaya before i go back…… seen lotsa building gov building there… all are uniquely design… and seen the marbles road… darn… now i know where the hack is our tax payers $$ goes…. darn wasting money…
finally got back hometown around 7 pm and waiting for sy to collect the minibar…and finally passed the stuff to her…. hope it is still working… keep my finger cross…
well.. had learn some lessons today…
lesson 1: when u are plotting on someone… someone is plotting on you too… so please do add in the exceptional case when u are plotting…
lesson 2: never give up.. never surrender… if u never try something.. never give a negetive minds…. u have to set your own mind… so that u wont be regret later when the chance slip through…
lesson 3: if u don have a confidence on me… then i cannot help you much… i can only help when u are comfortable with my skills
lesson 4: when u are asking someone out… don ignore him and talk to ur fren only… then he’ll be looks like a dummy…
lesson 5: don pay too much tax…as all the gov will spent the money building the 4 driving lane road and marbles road on the place the work… and keep on asking u to pay more

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first 100 meters swing

haha… finally… first 100 meter swing on the range… the longest i think i can reahed 120 meter with iron 7… darn happy… start to feeling to use the body to swing instead of using the hand…

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终于有人看了,那好, 用中文写,嗬嗬,希望我的中文不会太烂。。。
刚刚看到了一则短句; 意思是说“对于我的生活的问题;我就是答案; 对于我的生活难题,我就是解决方案。每个人都有他们自己的问题;每个人自己背后都有自己的故事;向要帮别人解决他们自己的问题; 往往都是自找苦吃; 解决不了;反而招别人讨厌。。。 To the question of my life… i am the answer… to the problem of my life.. i am the solution.
"yesterday is a history; tomorrow is mystery.. today is a gift.. that’s why we call it present..“很多人都不会珍惜今天;白白的浪费掉。。。 包括我自己。。。 想想那些浪费的日子,如果可以重来。。。唉。。。
你我相遇在黑夜的海上。。。 你记得也好。。。最好你忘掉。。。 再交遇中互放的光亮。。。 很喜欢徐自摩的这段。。。 觉得现在交网友应该抱着这种心情; 至少不会太沉迷其中。。。 以至不能自拔。。。
如果想跟我聊聊天,欢迎把我加入你们的msn. my email : ilovenba@hotmail.com 但是我只会用英文来谢,因为大中文实在是太慢了。。。

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everyone have their own goal

that’s rite… see if you could score or not… everyone is working darn hard to acheive their goal… working hard.. is one of the good way to score… but good is not enough… i want a great way… and i am still seeking that..

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sad story

well there’s always a sad story happens around.. it is not evitable… i have no choice but to accept it… sometimes… it just the way how you look at it… if u look at them optimistically… it’s not bad at all… so please… turn the angle… maybe u can look at the good site… i am a pathetic man… sometimes.. i just hate to change my angle to see a view… i admit that i am stubborn… but that’s me… sometimes it is hard to make my mind twist around… i really have to hynotized myself in order to change my mind…. well… i guess this time i need to hynotize myself again… i hope it only need a few days… need to pull myself out of the trouble… well… like i always say.. if it is not my problem… then there’s no problem…. 🙂 do i feel better now… well yes… definately…

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gotta web cam

finally… got the web cam liao… haha… took some photo of my fellow colleagues… all cute and hansome people… 🙂

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having a sip of vanilla milk with mr. k today. it’s a boring day… feel sad today… sigh…. goto hunt for my board games… also cant find… kinda bad luck… darm sad….

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first date

going on first date with sy at sp… was a bad date… sigh… i look too serious and act like an ent… stim and act slow… and mind can’t twist…. what happen to mr friendly and tokative?? well i guess they are still sleeping in my mind… sigh… i hope i still can date the out again… sigh… and next time… sure will hypnotize myself…. only let mr frenly and tokative work….

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boring.. boring… boring… another boring day… was playing winning 11 9 with my fren’s brother… lost 4 matches and won 5… kinda half fight,…he’s good when using brasil and i m good using argentina. he like’s to play offside trap… kinda difficult to break through the trap when brasil is winning… the key is the timing… when the trap is trigger… i have to use thru pass to feed the ball to my striker at once, then only can break thru… to get in a goal.. it has to depends to the strikers positions…. then at m final game… beat him by scoring 2-0…. haha

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lesson learned from golf

played golf at the driving range for the second time today with T. bad play at the beginning. the more frustrated the bad i play. after a short rest, clear my mind, asking T. to correct my stance, and did well for a while. then drive badly again.. simply becoz once i did ok, i tent to drive the ball with power, and i have lost control over the ball… concentration is important.. at my level… concerntrate on to hit the ball high… regardless it is near or far… never have other tots than hitting them high… and lastly… practice makes perfect… hehe…

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value of life

well suppose to post this up yesterday.. but something went wrong and error message shown after i click on the post entry button… god jammit… so i have to rewrite the story again…
well i heard this story from somewhere about the value of life…
one day.. there’s a man chase by a pack of wolves… and he did run like hell… and when the wolves was about to catch him up… suddenly he fell down to an abandon well… the well is deep and luckily he manage to grab a cane during is fall.. and now he is hanging between the middle of the well… the pack of wolves still wait at him on the ground… and he saw that beneath him which under the well… there’s lotsa snakes… so he think that it is not a bad idea for him to hang in between… and well… he heard the crack of the cane sound and he sees that the cane is just about to break… just in the matter of time… so he get frightend…desperate.. helpless.. and he pray to to god and wished god will answer to him… he should for help to hope for ppl who passed by will give him a hand… he had to do whatever he need to do so that he could stay alive… but god did not answer his prayer… no people heard about this help…. when he was about to give up his hope… he then say there’s a piece of juicy fruits hand beside the cane… at that point.. he grap the fruits… and he close his eyes… and he clear his mind… forget about the wolves.. forget about the snakes… forget about the dangers,the fear, the hopeless.. and taste the sweetness of the fruit….
we live and die… everyday we face fear, desperate, hopeless… yet we are still living… as long as we hold the fruits in our hand…life is worthy….

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super lucky day

haha… declare it as my super lucky date… got date by a gal for the first time in my life.. hahha… seems that luck things works… more luck.. more luck please…. haha… normally i did the first move… now it is another way round… so deep…

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