yet another boring day of my life

it’s been a bout a week since i install my streamyx at home and guess what… i found myself more attach to my bed room and stay infront of pc playing online games and downloading movies. it seems perfect at first but well.. on my second thought… is that the life i want? away from the social life and staying in the virtual world communicating with net frens and well maybe fall in love in between one of them and well… what will i have in the end? a false hope? life is borng… i’d expected that… i never wanted to have a interesting life… i want a peaceful life with less hectic job… i want to have time to go out with frens and have fun.. i want to have someone to hug in the nite and listen to her babling or telling her that how much i love her.. hmm.. simple huh… well ok maybe i want to have back my buddy, the beagle dog… well i don really ask for more… but well seems that i am stuck in my life… it seems that it’s stop… say a year back… i am still the same except for my salary and i am available now. what has made me stop from moving on? well not my ex-gf… i am not regret for letting her go… it’s time for her to grow up and for me to learn what type of gal i want… perhaps it is buddy.. i made a wrong decision on letting it away to someone that i am not that know… although that i knew buddy is leaving in a bungalow now well but buddy’s still my buddy.he’s cute, he knew that i am his master and he obey me, yet i have betrayed him and letting it to someone just because i am moving house.

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the most painful thing u encounter on weekends

1. dinner alone. no one to call out to have dinner. luckily i found a fren at the very last minutes.

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sick days

not feeling well today… actually not feeling well past few days ago…having sore throat and fever.. i hate sore throat… it’s killing me… it has stopped me from feeding myself… hmm well that’s bad huh… we are live to eat.. without food life is nothing… sigh… i hope my throat wont be that sore soon…

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06-06-06 what a day

well it’s 666 today and what can you expect from the devil days like this. well i never ask for more since that i am running out of luck. yet i am having this tregedy again… well kinda sad about it so i just want to keep it to myself.

where are you when i need you most? i forget where i left my horse shoes… please.. anyone.. take it back to me… i hope i can get my luck back… not much.. at least away from the tregedy…. anyone who can wish me luck?

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