什么是永远？把握当下。

Nothing last forever。

没有什么是永远的。 时间会带走一切，生命，事业，友情，爱情都斗不过时间的琢磨。∞ 这个东西就是个呵呵。

该走的时候就走，别不舍得。 舍不得，因为怕失去。当你的心是空的， 那你就不怕了。

今年就要踏进40大关了，心是满满的，对于很多东西很怕放开。就如我的前老板跟我说的， 有了钱的一般都比较怕死。 呵呵。

过去心不可得，现在心不可得，未来心不可得。心不空，心魔自生。

放下，心就空了。说是容易，做何难？

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2018 New Year Resolutions

another year pass, another year arrives. after updating my wrapup, as always have to be my new year resolutions.

hmm lets see:

1. gonna switch job,  back to malaysia, or any other places, doesnt really matters, what matters? change of current job.
2. pray to stay healthy. not only me, but whomever that i knew, including my junior.
3. forgive and forget, or forgive and learned. either one.
4. let it go. too many minds, too stubborn.
5. nba2k19 as every year in my wanted list.
6. open a grocery shop at my hometown. hopefully.
7. goodbye china, hello everywhere else. hopefully.
8. world peace! as always every year.
9. complete at least a game that i bought last year.

 

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2017 Year end Wrapup

end of my 30’s era, going to be 40s. year end wrapup, which i am suppose to do it way way back last month. why wait until now? lesson learnt, times wait for nobody, learned but never practice, whats the point? damn.

well it is a sad, sad and sad year. for my best buddy had passed away before me. well that’s something no one would expect of, before the week he passed away, i just flew to bkk and celebrate my b’day with him, who woulda expect a sudden departure? shock shock shocking news to everybody. i thought we have good time forever, hell yeah we have good time, but whats forever? nothing is forever. another lesson learnt long time ago. “NOTHING” > “EVERYTHING”. goodbye to you my trusted friend; we had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun. good memories, the only things that can out lives me i hope. 😀

My loving best friend

at work i outlast my ex-boss, hell yeah, finally he is gone, and i lived! new boss new rules, cant say he is better than my ex-boss, at least i can communicate fine with him, though not much of liking his style, but well, i am counting my times here, nothing much could i complaints i guess.

can anyone imagine that my company are moving office twice in a year? ridiculous but it happened. not sure who screw up the rental contracts, but i guess someone had really did a bad job. i have to struggle not only once, but twice to rework on the company network again, sigh. dejavu.

my sickness comes and go. lost weight and gain weight like roller coster, up and down, up and down, been haunted me on and off. but i have no fear now.

 

been tried to setup some business at thailand, too bad things not going well, had to delayed and KIV.

 

 

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