home sweet home

finally… backed home at the very last day of year 2011. tired as hell… being eating loads nice food from the past week. seriously, if someone ever asked where have i been when i m in Bangkok… well sorry i have no idea at all… all i know is only FOOD! 😀

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dream

many years ago, once there was one guy asking me, “what is your dream? how are you going work you way to achieve it?” well that guy is doing the direct sales and  trying to brainwash me of course that time…

now, today, what is your dream? what do you want to achieve? have anyone still think about it? many people never have that kinda thought anymore. are we living in such a world that are so realistic and cruel that we don’t have time to have our own dream? seriously?

people were born with attitudes, when you were giving new task, not many people would take it as a new task or the learning curve, but sees that as extra work with you have to work extra and get no rewards?  fuck that shit… think again?  what you have learn will never be a lost to you, one day you may be thankful for what you have learn. you think Micheal Jordan build up his empire because simply he a just a great natural born athletic? no champion is natural born, you need to work hard to achieve it.

there is one time when i go to interview as a programmer job…. the interviewer laugh at me when i tell them my favorites subject in class was literature. i was embarrass that time, but today i am glad. i am glad that when i write something, people can understand what i want to tell. i would want to use a phrase that is originally from one of my customer to ask:” hey which college or university you are from again? oh my… you are a disgrace of the university!” i am glad that i am a better version of myself now comparable to many months back. i tried my best to explain but you would just never listen properly. ><

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if and only if

well when you start to made a statement that start with or contains the word “IF” in any phrases, that means that the all the things you made after the word “IF”, that you never owns it.

IF i have clear my debt, i would…

IF i have a millions, i would….

i would be nice to you, IF….

ask away IF you are unsure….

i would go after her IF…

i created a wrong idea, i just find out. ><||| i have put an IF to a statement. and i didn’t even realize it. thankfully to my half functioning brain… the light bulb just lights on when i was on my way home from NWP Starbucks after the sipping of my favorites coffee. how could i ever plant that kinda wrong idea in my mind without knowing that it will never be going to happens when there are an IF in it?

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Candy Girl

been a while, the Archies, wonder who had watch this before. well here’s the Archies song. sugar sugar.

 

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哎哟不得了

哎哟不得了，这回真糟糕。

我的假期呀，怕是不见了。

快点加把劲，工作完成了，然后开开心心上飞机了。

快了快了。。。 快了快了。。。

快了快了。。。 快了快了。。。

我要下着决心呀

把它快点地快点地赶完了。

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seriously?

come on,  seriously i think you failed at counting. can’t you see that 1200km trip is about RM540 + tol RM100 +allowences are almost close to total of RM700?

i get my guys to go down by plane, RM400 + allowence +hotel 100 + Taxi RM50, about RM490. which is more cost saving?

you could never earn my respect, seriously. you have close your mind and i would save my breath to explain these to you.

do the fucking thinking, where’s brain, seriously?

no wonder our market share drop and stay forever at the bottoms.

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mind games

being playing this mind game recently, seems simple but it takes time to master it.

here is what i do, trying to read the alphabet from Z to A in 15 seconds. the hardest part? kjihg. always stuck at this part ><

lotsa thing sometimes if we can look at different angle, it may give us surprises. don’t always follow, try to change. we will see how far we can reach…

 

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一念

所谓一念天堂；一念地狱。

每个人心里总是住着恶魔。 每每在关键时刻就跑出来个你一个错误的念头。

为何说人生不如意事十常八九?  因为人总是记着不如意的事情。 好事通常都不会多记得。

什么人得罪过你，十年后你还记得， 什么人对你好过，相信很多人都不曾留意过。

为何不把帮助过你的人记住，把得罪你的人忘掉呢？ 人往往就是输在一念之间。

一念起，一念灭，有形无实，只在于你当下的心念如何。 试试放下执着。

 

 

 

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最近

最近真的迷上了卡农D大调， 这首从头到尾都很优美的曲子。无论什么时候，什么心情，听上了这首曲子，心情就很平静了。

最近真的迷上了比萨，以前喜欢pepperoni，现在喜欢quattro formaggio, 就是四个不同芝士一起做出来的比萨。最喜欢有放blue cheese 的，马列。。。味道香到什么个似的。。。咬上了一口，心情就很平静了。

最近真的迷上了NWP的星巴克，喜欢着星女孩甜甜的微笑和服务，看到了星女孩，心情就很平静了。

最近真的迷上了远方的女孩，和她在聊天室里的时光，连不喝酒的我也差点醉了。距离产生美，一点都没错。知道她平安无事的，心情就很平静了。

最近真的很想去了NWP的星巴克，吃着quttro formaggio比萨，听着卡农D大调，跟远方的女孩聊天， 呵呵，不知那时，心情会不会那么的平静了。。。

最近真的无聊到发慌了，无所事事，逍遥半日。。。 只差没真的下笔去写写小说了。。。马列戈壁。。。 先想个笔名吧！就叫一把刷子吧！还差一把，就可以变两把刷子了。。。呵呵。。。 ><

 

 

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Failed MIS (not so fail after all)

just this morning, i am asking the MIS manager to get his man to setup a printer on a server for the team to printout something for the boss, well he smartly replies that he’ll get his man to pass me the driver and printer and i should go and install the printer myself. what the heck man, how difficult is that to ask his guy to install for me instead i have to do it by myself? i have no idea where is the physical server and i don suppose to touch the server. come on man… seriously?

we pay the administration fee every year man…. you suppose to treat us like customer… fuck fucking fuckers….

gonna take my sweet time and see how long you guys going to prepare the server and the installation CD. 😀

screw you MIS.

well i don mind to help…. just don like the way they ask….

Okie, finally they installed for me. my apology then.

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学说

抄过来的:

人之所以痛苦，是在于追求错误的东西。 呵呵，好对好对的一句话。 很多人觉得很痛苦，为什么他们会出生在这个世界上来受苦？为什么别人会过得比他们开心？每一个人都拥有生命，但并非每个人都懂得生命，乃至于珍惜生命。不了解生命的人，生命对他来说，是一种惩罚。

活着一天，就是有福气，就该珍惜。当我哭泣我没有鞋子穿的时候，我发现有人却没有脚。

大多数的人一辈子只做了三件事；自欺、欺人、被人欺

同样的瓶子，你为什么要装毒药呢？同样的心里，你为什么要充满着烦恼呢？

人生的真理，只是藏在平淡无味之中

当你快乐时，你要想这快乐不是永恒的。当你痛苦时，你要想这痛苦也不是永恒的

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已

 

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2012 wish list

gonna form up my wishlist what i wanna get for the coming year.

1. Taiwan Trip – planned to go this year but too much of Bangkok trip this year. so next year will be ><

2. Vietnam Trip – always think of going, hopefully can work on it on 2012. since it may be end of the world, why not?

3. PS3 Controller – both at home Kaput. need a replacement soon.

4. DSLR Camera – only if i have enough budget

5. Job abroad – Nice to have.

6. RFID project delivery – hopefully can secure one and deliver.

7. Diablo III – no way i could slip this. too many friends are playing

8.  a new life maybe. have to wait till i clear all my debt first ><

9. a pet, preferable a dog, though i know i cant keep it… well just a wishlist anyway 😀

 

 

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2011 year end wrapup

so again, another year is passing to the end. and again, doing my wrap up of the year:

1. health – like a roller coaster, up and down, up and down. finally back to normal, how long will it stay? insha’Allah, that means if gods will it. 😀

2. trying to suicide – failed. thanks for those who is giving their effort to give their hands and share their thought. i am alive still and become a better me.

3. visit BKK to meet with mr T – done. and i have did it twice! gonna be thrice this year maybe. 😀

4. travelling – well i did travel to BKK aint i? 😀

5. Job – should have gain something from there, but NEVER TRUST YOUR BOSS rules still applies.

6. New Phone – Coming soon. either end of year or begining of year or March 2012.

7. Social Life – hanging in Starbucks more often due to a sweet smile and good service of a Starbucks girl in NWP.

8. Virtual Life- quit WoW, get into MTGO, burn more money. no more Warrhammer the tank.  trying to be a good man, so buy original game from steampowered. ><

9. Job Hunting – still looking for jobs abroad.

10. Mindcept – lvl up! sees everything positive even in absolute negative! ______ can beat me! 😀 fill in ‘nothing’ still. 😀

11. Technical Knowledge – RFID, and still gaining.

12. got a brand new monitor! yay

 

 

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