black august

well.. i just had a call from my best fren… he’s father had passed away just not long ago.. although that it’s somehow expected… sigh… kinda sad news… i never believe in any religion before… but i feel that i might wanted to start to believe one soon… although it is not gonna happen… ppl who believe in religion.. believe their god can do something for them… either to bless and protect them… to give them wealth… or to bring them to a better place after the end of their life… bad things happens one after another on me… but so what… i aint that vulnarable…  i m still standing still on my own feet…

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don worry, i’ll save you… but who’s gonna save me?

when we are working… there’ll be conflict among fellow colleagues… i am a happy man to my teammates although sometimes there’s arguement or complaints until today….

today.. i have no car to goto work… coz my car still in the work shop… i had no one to fetch me to get the car yesterday so i m going to take it tomorrow… and today.. i wanted to goto work.. and why is that? Sunday going to work… to other ppl that’s crazy but it is fine for me… i had to help to fixed a certain bugs which needs urgently attension for the PL to show them to the customer that it was fixed… fine.. so i call up PL to fetch me to work at 5 pm…

at approximately 2200 hours… PL said she need to go back now and she gonna leave me in the office.. all rite man… what kinda PL is this when i am putting effort to save your ass and this is what i get for the repaid? hmm… well message noted… lesson learned… thank you for giving me such precious lesson… appreciate that..

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where are thy? o’ my good luck

bad things happen day after days…  can say that from the begining of the year until now…  it’s been a tough year for me.. though i had some very bad moment.. very bad days and weeks… i have to accept it and hope it passes soon and good things will come after then… the summary of bad luck in the month august :- my bro in law passed away, i had a terrible car accident, cant attend TechEd, Zero Increment, Colleagues resignning or planning to resign, having some fucking frens who’s pulling my leg…

 

i always believe that it is a test for me when i am facing bad things… but i wonder when will it be end? yeah somehow if i am looking back.. i still can see there’s always someone worse than me… i should be glad for having such wonderful life instead…

 

today i have a bad days.. 3 of my frens went out and one spent 30 minutes in the computer shop searching for a anime… oh man.. guys don spent that much time on the shop… we just buy what we need… fine then… after games on cyber cafe… another fren joining at the mamak… and suggesting us to goto the papaya garden… fcuk man.. i never goto such place and i want to go home… another guys says he’s out of $$ and he said boon donwan to go… another guy says if boon go then he go… FCUK yall man…. please don make me a scape goat… and don make me the bad guys like i am going to ruin yall plans… yall can drop me to one of urs home to play games with ur brother and i wont be complaining anything but if yall want to make me as a scapegoat there’s a diffrent story…

 

well i aint gay nor impotance… just that i never want to go such place… to me it’s humiliating… humiliate of urself and to the gals… please learnup the word RESPECT. respect to urself and to the ladies… and also respect the sworn u hold when u are married… please go back and fuck ur wife and not others…

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top 11 classic moment of my life

no 10. party on a dungeon in WoW and have a crap priest.

no9. priest fight with mobs instead of healing

no8. all party member dies

no7. priest left party without resurrting other party members

no6. recruit a new priest, but it’s as crap as well

no5. low level players gank and one of them spit on me and i emote him back with chicken.

no4. he tried to cast some spell and i kill him in 2 blows and others runaway.

no3. working hard and get zero increment

no2. ppl with increment complains about the increment are low and they din know i get a zero.

no1. even though i get a zero increment i still have to stay late and work.

also… i plan to go on vacation last year ago and it is still pending although my boss give me a promise that he’ll released me rite after my project ends…

 

cheers!

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