tregedy, dooms day, whatever

having some bad days recently starting from i lost be dvd collections, sigh… 60++ pieces of dvds gone and some of them are very hard to find. then got this stupid enhancement that needs inner and inner loop which it may leads to infinity which makes me to work on it until now and still pending, then sat i have to pay rm100 to treat the lovely policemen, who’s so kind to let me go off after i beat the red light, well suppose it’s rm50 but i only have rm100 note in my wallet, and i want to avoid troublesm, so i had no choice…. sigh… then last nite someone broke my car mirror, and takes all the stuff inside my car… estimated lost of rm2000++ worth of mtg cards, jengga and etc… not to mention that i had to pay rm50 to replace the broken mirror too… everything bad seems happen on me recently… what else? i am jinx  and please i come all in one shot. if this is the test of how much torture i can stand, well please come more.. i am not an easy defeated man and my legs are still strong. i have a good foundation!

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yet another story to share

a guy is driving a car, and then he saw a few ppl at the bus station, he found a long lost gal who he admire so much, a doctor who’s desperate to go to the hospital to go for the urgent surgery and a pragnant lady who’s about to deliver a baby. sadly that the car are a coupe, which is a 2 person seats.  imagine that if the guy was u, who will you drive to? the doc? the pregnant lady or your long lost gal? if u take the doc, u might miss out the chance to meet the gal and the pregnant lady will be in severe condition. if u take the pregnant lady then the doc might missout the chance to save someone and you will miss the chance to meet the gal. if you have choosen the gal, well that’s nothing wrong about it but two severe life will be in danger. well please write in the comments that who will you save and why before i give out a perfect solution.

most of the ppl will either choose one ppl to save one and sacrifice another one and miss out the gal. well think of another situation that will make everyone a perfect ending. the perfect ending, will be you leave your coupe, and let the doctor drive the lady to the hospital and you could wait the bus with the gal u admire. well isn’t that sound a perfect ending to everyone?

the morale of this story tells that sometimes we should let go of something when it comes to the time that we should let go.

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yet another day in my life

well, time passes and life wasted again and again… something is blocking my way to move on although that i know that i should removed them, sometimes i couldn’t resists. yeah the transition time is painful and the worse thing is that i couldn’t make up my mind, that’s the worse part. sigh… it is time to let go and move on to find another… i need to show myself a way to walk out from this. i guess a block and deletion will work, i just don dare to try… it seems hopeless yet i am holding the fake hope and hope for it comes true, what a silly man i am… i need to hideaway and hypnotize myself to forget about the pass, the present and the future…

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studying

having a chit chat with bosses today. they have pointed me out about my strength and weaknesses. appreciate that. hmm… well maybe i should learn up more management skill instead of technical nowadays. shoot i just commited my words to wj that we are going to take the mcp exam next week. argh.. never mind, last 2 papers to get the mcdba. at least it worth something. haha, becoming the legendary mcdba land drawer, not a bad idea too.

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