pretty tired to write out… i’d never understand why most pl have one job at one time while i’ll have to work multi tasking and they always chasing my ass to meet the dateline… am i looks to free so that they want to assign me more work? or they cant rely on other ppl to pass the job to or the wanted to get rid of me from this company? everywork fall behind schedule is my fault…. well i admit some of them are my fault.. but not all… i was asked to find an alternative way to finished up my work… so what can i do? bugged other pl to help me? everyone is busy and everyone are short of resources… who can provide help? and the worst part is that i have to cover their ass for the technical issue… because someone don even know what is going on when some technical issues comes up… alrite… seems like i know everything and only given me a 24 hours to solve the problem… "hey boonlee can u help me to solve this?", "hey boonlee i need ur help", "hey boonlee can u help someone coz the donno how?", each pl have their own ppl… why should i get involve in their team when they encounter any problem and jeopordize my own performance? "boonlee why u are behind your schedule?", "i need the things to be up yesterday… why isnt it finished yet??"
"u need to find alternative when u cannot finished ur job","give me the result by end of the business day!", questions, shouting over email… am i a slave or what? senority = more work and less respect. if i have to count about those ppl who can stay here for more than 3 years… i can use one hand to count them out. many frens are asking me to quit this job… yet i still hold on to it as i can see sth… sigh..