放下放不下。

 

当我觉得我放下的时候，我放不下；那是执着。

老师教过什么是执着，没有教我如何才能放下。

时间就是老师， 执着是体验，放下是经验。

体验了痛苦与烦恼，经历了这些，就知道如何面对它们。

我以为经历了这么多，因该也晓得了。 呵呵。

要说我入世未深，还是我执着太深？

不嗔不恨，不生不灭。

看来还是要多多修心修性修行。

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thy who i called buddy, from time to time (part 1)

when i was a child, my first ever buddy that i can ever recalled, my younger cousin, I was so small that time I couldn’t ever really recall what we have done together, but he is truly my best ever buddy since my childhood. we got separated when my family moved house, which we both still meeting each others but wasnt that closed anymore. sadly, he had passed away few years ago due to heart attack.

my second buddy, his name is Charles low, which i met him at the kindergarten when i was 6, we attend the same kindergarten, primary and secondary school together. even since now we never met face to face for so long, once a while we do online chatting, but still i am glad he’s enjoying his life with his kids and family. i remember the last time i met his daughter which at a bar place he was running, i think his daughter was like 3-4 years old kiddo. i think her daughter would be in 18ish years old already, mang, time flies.

my next buddy that i really felt that we could be a buddy for the rest of my life, sadly it ended up in a bad way. Bakai and i knew each others since college time, we had been through all the good times and hard times, sadly some unneccessary misunderstanding keeps both of us apart.

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人走茶凉

 

自从T先生走了以后， 也没什么心情写blog了。有时候觉得他人已经走了，毕竟他们都认识了这么长时间的朋友至少会把仪式都走完吧。看来我还是太天真了。

他的时间也就剩下那么的一点点了， 想来以后你们还有哪些时间会去他家拜访？

我想人走茶凉大概就是这个意思吧。

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