Posted in Snippets on 23, April, 2024| Leave a Comment »
除了自己找上的烦恼，有时候，烦恼也会自己找上你。一波又一波的。无所谓啦。来了就来了，还能有多少呢？能解的不能解的，面对就是了，能解的解完就走了，还得跟它说一声欢迎下次光临。不能解的，让它常住就行了。住着住着，说不定就没了？ 当一切都习以为常的时候，还会有什么烦恼？
如果一个人没有患上抑郁症，烦恼是杀不死他的。抑郁症几时会缠上我？就是世界毁灭了之后估计也不会。烦恼除了会让我短暂的发怒之外，也好像不大能起什么作用。它只是一时的，是漫长生命当中的一个过客，没什么能过不去的。
情绪的波动是会有的，毕竟还没有达到古井无波的境界。念动了，隔段时间自然就恢复了。没有什么大道理。愤怒是毒，能解的，就是不愤怒。把心收一下就是了。
人生很长也很短。时间即宝贵又拿来浪费，生活即甜也苦。都是矛盾，就看你往哪个角度来看。
Posted in Snippets on 19, April, 2024| Leave a Comment »
入世尘世中，哪能不沾身？无名火烧身，唯有洗涤心，方能身心寂。 发火是一件很傻的事，明明不是自己的错，然而无端端的对全世界生气，看到的东西都是不好的，感觉全世界的人都会与我作对。伤了自己的身体和心灵，何必呢？佛尚且有火，不动明王火尚能烧尽一切三毒五欲，名为三昧真火，但我的怒火只能烧我自己，是自作自受。
其实放下很容易的，就是执着才放不下的，生气了好几天了，没有什么既分高下，也决生死之事，执念一直在提醒我：”你忘了耻辱了吗?”，一直放不下放不下放不下。
儿歌三百首是个好东西，当你心情不好时，听听世界真细小吧。心无念，也就放下了。
心静自然安，火自灭。过眼云烟，一切如常。
人人常欢笑
不要眼泪掉
时时怀希望
不必心里跳
在那人世间 相助 共济
应知人间小得俏
世界真细小小小
小得真奇妙妙妙
实在真系细世界
娇小而妙俏
又有阳光照
兼有朗月耀
良朋同欢聚
相依相对笑
万里难隔阻
心里情长照
应知人间小得俏
世界真细小小小
小得真奇妙妙妙
实在真系细世界
娇小而妙俏
人人常欢笑
不要眼泪掉
时时怀希望
不必心里跳
在那人世间 相助 共济
应知人间小得俏
世界真细小小小
小得真奇妙妙妙
实在真系细世界
娇小而妙俏
Posted in Snippets on 19, April, 2024| Leave a Comment »
不知道从几时开始我成了背锅专业户了。很多时候背锅这件事呢，或多或少还是跟自己有关的。只是遇到甩锅的就看他们的强行甩锅的态度，恶不恶心，仅此而已。 背锅嘛，谁不会？
很多时候，问题出现了，把问题解决了就好，问题是有人的地方，单纯解决问题的话，可能还要保护某些人。希望哪些受到保护的那些人下次会有所觉悟而不再犯下同样的错误。
Posted in Snippets on 11, April, 2024| Leave a Comment »
在这里上班已经有12个年头了。上班，下班，玩游戏，遛狗，偶尔去旅行走走，这就是现在的生活。几乎没有跟朋友出去喝茶，交流，社交几户为零。以前在老家的时候，时不时的也会找些三五知己出去喝喝茶，吃吃Roti Canai，看看现在的我为什么没有这种动力了？是我不想还是我没有？还是我每天遛狗导致我不想出去了？
天天看似枯燥无味的生活，就是生活。c’est la vie。就是这种生活逼得我越来越想冲破这些生活的枷锁但是又无能为力的。也许是真的老了病了。只得偶尔出去散散心，找找旅程的亮点好让自己已经快要枯死的心来个电击的疗程。
天下本无事，庸人自扰之。最近的心态有点崩，最好的办法就是睡觉，不去想。烦恼从来都是自己给自己的。不去想只是暂时逃避的办法，烦恼是心魔，你不直面它，它永远围着你。不是所有的心魔我都有能力的去面对，或者我想去面对的，不是单纯的除去三千烦恼丝就没有烦恼那么简单。那我应该如何应付呢？我不知道，该逃还是该面对？
年轻的我可能可以很坚决的去面对，试错的空间很大，心态都是勇往直前的，大不了错了在重来。烦恼嘛，一口气就吞了。现在的我好像能避则避，多一事不如少一事，已经没有以前那么多的心力来处理了。
弃我去者，昨日之日不可留。
乱我心者，今日之日多烦忧。
长风万里送秋雁，对此可以酣高楼。
蓬莱文章建安骨，中间小谢又清发。
俱怀逸兴壮思飞，欲上青天览明月。
抽刀断水水更流，举杯消愁愁更愁。
人生在世不称意，明朝散发弄扁舟。
宣州谢朓楼饯别校书叔云-李白
烦恼如丝，不明难断。
Posted in Snippets on 7, April, 2024| Leave a Comment »
Next up, boon Aik, whom i recruited as my fellow colleague during my working time in Penta, who came along with joyful charisma, been through our tough time together. we still get in touch from time to time, although not as buddy as last time, but still, we share the joy and fun.
next up, Mr Neoh, although he has settled at Aus, we still get in touch at skype, know him when i work at NDT, a tall nice guy who tried to tackle a starbucks girl at our time then, we have commonly interested in card games, err well i got influence from him mostly, starting with Magic the gathering and till world of warcraft card game, and others online card games. we also discuss lotsa video games even now we still do.
Sho, whom currently still my best buddy, well my best already past away so he can claim this title. 😀 i know this guy at NDT and working together at Pentamaster, at first he was not the kind that i like, cus his boss is lying about the RFID project that we are working together and couldnt delivered. then later we become buddy and get travel together to Chengdu, China. funny things happen a lot at that moment. one of my best travel journey experiences. after he left and work in China, where later he introduces me to work at the same company which i am working till now, and he has left and work in Singapore. he is the best for traveling, money lending buddies ever.
Thanarit Pakapholnipat aka Mr T, sadly he passed away too early, yet he still claims my best buddy ever. we knew each other’s at World of Warcraft, yes the online game. he is my advisor, my online game money lender, yes i know i borrow my in real life and virtual world, funny eh, sadly it is a perk that someone know how to spend more than he can earn, well that’s me. when i got hit by a virtual girl in WoW, he’s the one who advise me to think before act, when i had my carrier crisis, he’s the one who advise me what is quid pro quo. when i had issue with a gf he is the one who advise me not to get into her as she had an issue. well i am sorry my buddy, i didnt take it at all, where you have mock me over my badly made decisions. well, i am who i am… when i get hit by diabetes and prepare to end my life, yes to EOS myself, your the one who offer me to meetup one more time before i actually EOS myself. thank you for your angelic call for me to keep on going with my pathetic life. we had joy we had fun we had season in the sun, truly, if it wasn’t you, there will be no more me to write this. although you have been long gone, still you live in some others heart.
do i have buddy for some many years in China? well, my teacher saying, 不可说，不可说。。。
Posted in Snippets on 2, April, 2024| Leave a Comment »
inferno's lair 