Archive for January, 2008


Finally got my LCD TV for my PS3 and getting monitor cable to try to connect using PC to my LCD TV. well the quality is terrible i can say. well just wanna try the movies and see if the output is good hehe

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money get owed

car broken = 350
JA Boss A = –  80
JA Boss B = –  80
JA Boss C = –  50
help me to do the calculation.

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new year resolution

make myself moneyless. have to spent my money.
"be happy, as happy man is always a rich." need to experience and i hope it is true. living as a poor rich man.
go on vacation
reset the path of my life. i aint lost, i just donno where to go. journey to the far helps. someone told me i was born in the wrong era. i was meant to be a hippy. well it sure be fun to be a hippi, pots, thinking of value of livings, hippi musics… it sure be great… someone said i should seek for the theory of Zen, well, what is Zen? when you are hungry, u eat, when u are tired, u sleep, when u are happy, u smile, when u are sad, u cry. simple theory. sadly i failed to do so from years to years. someone said i should find my way to climb higher towards higher post in my job. well to be such an asshole like my boss, hmm not a bad idea, at least i can ruins someone else holidays or merging the company that i used to wrok hard… someone said i should follow my heart, well after been working so sucha long time and gaining so much weight, i have a hard time finding where it located, maybe it is not there anymore… someone said i should better go and kill myself, to end the pathetic story of my pathetic life, well i just realize that the old i grow, the more i fear of death, i doubt it if i still have guts to do so… maybe if i am 10 years younger, i would… too many mind, and i need to find 1 mind and keep on focus on it. too many mind… not good…

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the joy of getting new toy

well what’s the joy of getting a ps3? i am suppose to be cheerful, yet somehow i don feel it. it suppose to help me to forget something, yet i still cant let it go. am i a happy man? i am not. that’s y i feel poor… and i am poor… after getting so much stuffs…

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