every year at this time. i always have my minds dislocated with my heart. it’s just like a routine. when i looked back in my past blog.. in the last season of the year i always had that kinda feeling and i had to fix it every year. maybe it’s year end, so my minds starting running wild, off away and never wanna work well. maybe i m losing my heart… everything is just a mess right now in my herad. i need to sort it out one by one. just that after while it get mess up again after the sorting. maybe it was affected by daylight saving time >< who knows. (well actually i d0) i just don wanna reveal them ><
perhaps hynotize helps, some said it can go deep in ur minds and dig up whatever inside. yea it works, tried that many years ago. but still i prefer to overcome it by facing them by the real me. who i am and what i was. in contious mind and knowing what i am doing.
i am no french i am not going to run away from my atmostfear but i m stand still and face them.
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